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catwoods! live! 04​/​24​/​23

by catwoods

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1.
I believe I can see the future 'Cause I repeat the same routine I think I used to have a purpose Then again, that might have been a dream I think I used to have a voice Now I never make a sound I just do what I've been told I really don't want them to come around, oh no Every day is exactly the same Every day is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Every day is exactly the same I can feel their eyes are watching In case I lose myself again Sometimes, I think I'm happy here Sometimes, yet I still pretend I can't remember how this got started But I can tell you exactly how it will end Every day is exactly the same Every day is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Every day is exactly the same I'm writing on a little piece of paper I'm hoping someday you might find Well, I'll hide it behind something They won't look behind I'm still inside here A little bit comes bleeding through I wish this could've been any other way But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do Every day is exactly the same Every day is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Every day is exactly the same Every day is exactly the same Every day is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Every day is exactly the same (every day is the same)
2.
She spreads herself wide open To let the insects in She leaves a trail of honey To show me where she's been She has the blood of reptile Just underneath her skin Seeds from a thousand others Drip down from within Oh my beautiful liar Oh my precious whore My disease my infection I am so impure oh Devils speak of The way in which she'll manifest Angels bleed from The tainted touch of my caress Need to contaminate To alleviate this loneliness I now know The depths I reach are limitless Oh my beautiful liar Oh my precious whore My disease my infection I am so impure oh Oh my beautiful liar Oh my precious whore My disease my infection I am so impure Oh my beautiful liar Oh my precious whore My disease my infection I am so impure
3.
this is a song about writing normal songs it's something that i think about a lot and it's always on my mind i'm not a pervert i'm not a freak i like to write what comes naturally and i really really really care about all my songs i'll make a record release an album and i'll fill it with the things you want i won't be happy i won't be happy but you won't be so upset with me all of the time i wish i write my songs but then you'd listen to them and you'd hate them more than you hate anything i've done you won't be happy and you won't be happy But i know that'd never happen and you know it can't and i know you'd never let that happen and i know i can't i really love my songs i love the things i do i really love my songs but i think i hate you this is a song about writing nromal songs it's something that i think about a lot and it's always on my mind i'm not a pervert i'm not a freak i like to write the things that come naturally i just know i love my songg more than i could ever love anyone who listens and anyone who really loves my songs cus my song are the only things who loves me back my songs my songs are the only things that make me happy i want to write my songs and i mean that in a normal way i'm just lonely most of the time and i'm really not okay
4.
who to miss 04:28
when i kiss you i won't know which who to kiss and when i miss you i won't know which who to miss cus loving you means hurting me and hurting me means loving you when i miss you i don't know just what i miss and when i kiss you i don't know just what i kiss i don't know just what i miss and i don't know just what i did to deserve this cus i know i didnt do my best but godfucking damnit i tried and when i hate you i know i never mean a thing and when i love you i don't know just what i meant i don't know just what i meant cus loving you means hurting me and hating you means hurting you And loving me means hurting me when i kiss you i don't know just what i kiss and when i miss you i don't know just what i miss i don't know just what i miss i don't know just what i miss is it me is it her is it me is it her is it you is it you is it you is it you is it you is it you is it you is it you is it goddamnit i just need to know i really just need an answer i can't go on like this, and you know that when i kiss you i don't know which who to kiss and when i miss you i don't know which who to miss
5.
home 05:40
run your hands through my hair again tell me how i'm everything you say you love me, i believe you you can touch me, it feels so good i love to see you when you come home every night your hair is beautiful when it's in the light you remind me of who i used to be so if you ask me i don't regret a thing there's no one i'd rather be for you and there's nothing i'd rather have you do if you love me i promise to be true it's so much better with my arms around you put your hand on my thigh again stick it in i won't resist you can love me, if you want to i can love you, i'll feel so gooood i used to think about it too at night when i'm alone with you everyone else in the house has gone to sleep just me and you like it's always been cus there's no one i'd rather be than you and there's nothing i'd rather have you do i can love you if you, want me to so be a good little girl, you be good i remember how we used to be it haunts me every night inside my dream i wish i could go back to sleep and see you looming over me cus there's no one i'd rather be for you and there's nothing i'd rather have you do you could love me if you, wanted to so ill be a good girl, ill be so good
6.
puppy 03:03
touch me hold me take me out for a stroll want me know me have another go innocent evident lack of self control never meant anything i can be your hole i don't have any control (x4) love me hate me you could never know love me break me i can fit the mold i don't have any control (x4) i love when you sniff my hair i love when you touch me there i love when you take me out i love when you let me shout i love when you brush my fur i love when you make me purr i love when you make me sin howl, barks i don't have any control love me hate me i don't have any control
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I'm not like them, but I can pretend The sun is gone, but I have a light The day is done, but I'm having fun I think I'm dumb Or maybe I'm just happy Think I'm just happy Think I'm just happy Think I'm just happy My heart is broke, but I have some glue Help me inhale and mend it with you We'll float around and hang out on clouds Then we'll come down And have a hangover Have a hangover Have a hangover Have a hangover I think I'm dumb Or maybe I'm just happy Think I'm just happy Think I'm just happy Think I'm just happy I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb I think I'm dumb Source: Musixmatch
8.
Hallucinate in high fidelity The pieces of a plan Construction of the highest quality The blood from my own hand A line of lyric looping in my head Nobody listening It doesn't really matter anymore Guess it doesn't mean a thing I've got to let go I've got to get straight Why'd you have to make it so hard? Let me get away An effigy so wondrous to behold A statement so profound A place to bury everything I did And burn it to the ground The fire illuminates the final scene The past repeats itself I cannot tell the difference anymore I cannot trust myself I've got to let go I've got to get straight Why'd you have to make it so hard? Let me get away I've got to let go I've got to get straight Why'd you have to make it so hard? Let me get away I think I could lose myself in here I think I could lose myself in here I think I could lose myself in here I think I could lose myself in here I've got to let go I've got to get straight Why'd you have to make it so hard? Let me get away Got to let him go Find another way Why'd you have to make it so hard? Let me get away
9.
meat 04:50
stick a fork into me (it doesn't hurt me anymore) bite me off, piece by piece (it doesn't hurt me anymore) i'll be what you need (it doesn't hurt me anymore) so let me be, your meat (it doesn't hurt me anymore) cus i am meat i am meat treat me as you please and i won't try to scream i can be your treat i promise not to bleed if only you could love meee i can be your meat i can be your meat i can be your meat lift me up above your head (it doesn't scare me anymore) tell me i'll wind up dead (it doesn't scare me anymore) so open up for me (it doesn't scare me anymore) let me see your teeth (it doesn't scare me anymore) cus i am meat i am meat calories to burn i promise i won't squirm sinking into you all that i deserve if only you could love meee i can be your meat i can be your meat i can be your meat and if you bite off more than you can chew you know that i'll always be there for you i'm in your mind on your thighs cus i am meat i am meat you can use your teeth no one has to see sink them into me i promise not to bleed if only you could love meee i will let you eat i can be your meat i will let you eat i can be your meat i will let you eat i can be your meat
10.
i dig my way through the parking lot looking for meaning i'm an enemy of the neighborhood watch and i'm your plaything i show up on your trail cams and i walk my way through your oriental plants i'm a glitch your operating system, a cat in the machine i'm nooooooooooot like you very much and i'm not sentient i'm nooooooooooot like you very much and i'm not sapient that's why i walk through life on all fours i come and go as i please and i rip out chunks from your brand new sofa it feels like everything it feels like i'm alive i put the pieces in my mouth they don't taste like anything it's a pretty apt metaphor it doesn't mean, anything i'm nooooooooooot like you very much and i'm not waking up i'm nooooooooooot like you very much and i'm not waking up i'm laying in the sun until i [solo] [bridge] i'm, nooot, i'm, nooot, i'm not like you, i'm not like you, i'm not like me, i'm anything i'm not like you i'm not like me i'm not like thing i'm nooooooooooot like you very much and i'm not anything i'm nooooooooooot like you very much and i'm not anything so take my paw and leave it all behind i'm nooooooooooot like you very much and i'm not anything i'm nooooooooooot like you very much and i'm not anything so take my paw and leave it all behind
11.
let me go 02:40
i watched another movie today and i thought about what i should say both left me feeling numb im so sorry i guess its okay im sorry that you have to relate please please please please listen when i say you were the one that i wanted be And i was who you wanted to see i guess i was always gonna leave it was wrong of me to lead you on and it was wrong to try and wrestle your heart im sorry it had to come to this and i wish i could write about something else but your brain and your thoughts have invaded my self this is all i'll ever be so please let me go leave me apart and i think you oughta go you better leave before it starts because love is a place and i believe it's too late

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released May 25, 2023

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