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I believe I can see the future
'Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
Then again, that might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around, oh no
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same
I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes, I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same
I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well, I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could've been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same (every day is the same)
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She spreads herself wide open
To let the insects in
She leaves a trail of honey
To show me where she's been
She has the blood of reptile
Just underneath her skin
Seeds from a thousand others
Drip down from within
Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease my infection
I am so impure oh
Devils speak of
The way in which she'll manifest
Angels bleed from
The tainted touch of my caress
Need to contaminate
To alleviate this loneliness
I now know
The depths I reach are limitless
Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease my infection
I am so impure oh
Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease my infection
I am so impure
Oh my beautiful liar
Oh my precious whore
My disease my infection
I am so impure
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this is a song about writing normal songs
it's something that i think about a lot
and it's always on my mind
i'm not a pervert i'm not a freak
i like to write what comes naturally
and i really really really care about all my songs
i'll make a record
release an album
and i'll fill it with the things you want i won't be happy
i won't be happy
but you won't be so upset with me all of the time
i wish i write my songs
but then you'd listen to them and you'd
hate them more than you hate anything i've done
you won't be happy
and you won't be happy
But i know that'd never happen
and you know it can't
and i know you'd never let that happen
and i know i can't
i really love my songs
i love the things i do
i really love my songs
but i think i hate you
this is a song about writing nromal songs
it's something that i think about a lot
and it's always on my mind
i'm not a pervert i'm not a freak
i like to write the things that come naturally
i just know i love my songg
more than i could ever love
anyone who listens and anyone who really loves my songs
cus my song
are the only things who loves me back
my songs
my songs
are the only things that make me happy
i want to write my songs
and i mean that in a normal way
i'm just lonely most of the time
and i'm really not okay
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who to miss
04:28
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when i kiss you
i won't know which who to kiss
and when i miss you
i won't know which who to miss
cus loving you means hurting me
and hurting me means loving you
when i miss you
i don't know just what i miss
and when i kiss you
i don't know just what i kiss
i don't know just what i miss
and i don't know just what i did
to deserve this
cus i know i didnt do my best
but godfucking damnit i tried
and when i hate you
i know i never mean a thing
and when i love you
i don't know just what i meant
i don't know just what i meant
cus loving you means hurting me
and hating you means hurting you
And loving me means hurting me
when i kiss you
i don't know just what i kiss
and when i miss you
i don't know just what i miss
i don't know just what i miss
i don't know just what i miss
is it me
is it her
is it me
is it her
is it you
is it you
is it you
is it you
is it you
is it you
is it you
is it you
is it
goddamnit i just need to know
i really just need an answer
i can't go on like this,
and you know that
when i kiss you
i don't know which who to kiss
and when i miss you
i don't know which who to miss
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home
05:40
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run your hands through my hair again
tell me how i'm everything
you say you love me, i believe you
you can touch me, it feels so good
i love to see you when you come home every night
your hair is beautiful when it's in the light
you remind me of who i used to be
so if you ask me i don't regret a thing
there's no one i'd rather be for you
and there's nothing i'd rather have you do
if you love me i promise to be true
it's so much better with my arms around you
put your hand on my thigh again
stick it in i won't resist
you can love me, if you want to
i can love you, i'll feel so gooood
i used to think about it too
at night when i'm alone with you
everyone else in the house has gone to sleep
just me and you like it's always been
cus there's no one i'd rather be than you
and there's nothing i'd rather have you do
i can love you if you, want me to
so be a good little girl, you be good
i remember how we used to be
it haunts me every night inside my dream
i wish i could go back to sleep
and see you looming over me
cus there's no one i'd rather be for you
and there's nothing i'd rather have you do
you could love me if you, wanted to
so ill be a good girl, ill be so good
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puppy
03:03
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touch me hold me
take me out for a stroll
want me know me
have another go
innocent evident
lack of self control
never meant anything
i can be your hole
i don't have any control (x4)
love me hate me
you could never know
love me break me
i can fit the mold
i don't have any control (x4)
i love when you sniff my hair
i love when you touch me there
i love when you take me out
i love when you let me shout
i love when you brush my fur
i love when you make me purr
i love when you make me sin
howl, barks
i don't have any control
love me hate me
i don't have any control
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dumb (nirvana cover)
03:24
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I'm not like them, but I can pretend
The sun is gone, but I have a light
The day is done, but I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Or maybe I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy
My heart is broke, but I have some glue
Help me inhale and mend it with you
We'll float around and hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And have a hangover
Have a hangover
Have a hangover
Have a hangover
I think I'm dumb
Or maybe I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy
Think I'm just happy
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
Source: Musixmatch
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Hallucinate in high fidelity
The pieces of a plan
Construction of the highest quality
The blood from my own hand
A line of lyric looping in my head
Nobody listening
It doesn't really matter anymore
Guess it doesn't mean a thing
I've got to let go
I've got to get straight
Why'd you have to make it so hard?
Let me get away
An effigy so wondrous to behold
A statement so profound
A place to bury everything I did
And burn it to the ground
The fire illuminates the final scene
The past repeats itself
I cannot tell the difference anymore
I cannot trust myself
I've got to let go
I've got to get straight
Why'd you have to make it so hard?
Let me get away
I've got to let go
I've got to get straight
Why'd you have to make it so hard?
Let me get away
I think I could lose myself in here
I think I could lose myself in here
I think I could lose myself in here
I think I could lose myself in here
I've got to let go
I've got to get straight
Why'd you have to make it so hard?
Let me get away
Got to let him go
Find another way
Why'd you have to make it so hard?
Let me get away
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meat
04:50
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stick a fork into me
(it doesn't hurt me anymore)
bite me off, piece by piece
(it doesn't hurt me anymore)
i'll be what you need
(it doesn't hurt me anymore)
so let me be, your meat
(it doesn't hurt me anymore)
cus i am meat
i am meat
treat me as you please
and i won't try to scream
i can be your treat
i promise not to bleed
if only you could love meee
i can be your meat
i can be your meat
i can be your meat
lift me up above your head
(it doesn't scare me anymore)
tell me i'll wind up dead
(it doesn't scare me anymore)
so open up for me
(it doesn't scare me anymore)
let me see your teeth
(it doesn't scare me anymore)
cus i am meat
i am meat
calories to burn
i promise i won't squirm
sinking into you
all that i deserve
if only you could love meee
i can be your meat
i can be your meat
i can be your meat
and if you bite off more than you can chew
you know that i'll always be there for you
i'm in your mind
on your thighs
cus i am meat
i am meat
you can use your teeth
no one has to see
sink them into me
i promise not to bleed
if only you could love meee
i will let you eat
i can be your meat
i will let you eat
i can be your meat
i will let you eat
i can be your meat
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10. |
outdoor catgirl
06:47
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i dig my way through the parking lot
looking for meaning
i'm an enemy of the neighborhood watch
and i'm your plaything
i show up on your trail cams and i
walk my way through your oriental plants
i'm a glitch your operating system,
a cat in the machine
i'm nooooooooooot like you very much
and i'm not sentient
i'm nooooooooooot like you very much
and i'm not sapient that's why i walk through life on all fours
i come and go as i please
and i rip out chunks from your brand new sofa
it feels like everything
it feels like i'm alive
i put the pieces in my mouth
they don't taste like anything
it's a pretty apt metaphor
it doesn't mean, anything
i'm nooooooooooot like you very much
and i'm not waking up
i'm nooooooooooot like you very much
and i'm not waking up i'm laying in the sun until i [solo]
[bridge]
i'm, nooot,
i'm, nooot,
i'm not like you,
i'm not like you,
i'm not like me,
i'm anything
i'm not like you
i'm not like me i'm not like thing
i'm nooooooooooot like you very much
and i'm not anything
i'm nooooooooooot like you very much
and i'm not anything so take my paw and leave it all behind
i'm nooooooooooot like you very much
and i'm not anything
i'm nooooooooooot like you very much
and i'm not anything so take my paw and leave it all behind
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let me go
02:40
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i watched another movie today
and i thought about what i should say
both
left me feeling numb
im so sorry
i guess its okay
im sorry
that you have to relate
please please please please listen when i say
you were the one that i wanted be
And i was who you wanted to see
i guess i was always gonna leave
it was wrong of me to lead you on
and it was wrong
to try and wrestle your heart
im sorry it had to come to this
and i wish i could write about something else
but your brain and your thoughts have invaded my self
this is all i'll ever be
so please
let me go
leave me apart
and i think
you oughta go
you better leave
before it starts
because love
is a place
and i believe
it's too late
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catwoods Seattle, Washington
my name is bea! i write songs and feel bad about it online
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